During the days of her illness, she has been strong and uphold the dignity of the Emerald throne. She never once complain or fail in her duties. She serve and gave all she had until she breathe her last. The Kingdom salutes her selfless spirit.
This is the last photo that the royal sisters took together in public.
For the past few days, she seemed to be well and recovering. When I visited her at the Emerald Palace yesterday she even played on the wheel with Empress Dowager Pearl. 回光返照 did cross my mind but I chose to see that she is recovering well. Now I realise her 苦心, she did not want me to worry. She want me to go off for my part-time work in a peace of mind. However this ungrateful me spend so much time on this part-time work today that I totally neglected her. When I returned, she had already passed away lying neatly in the food tray. She did not want to mess up the remaining areas of the Palace. She was so considerate even till the end.
老臣真的十分痛心，没能陪太后娘娘走完人生的最一段。老佛爷及两位太后都对老臣有恩，由始至终都很信任和爱护老臣。老臣如今却因为一点事而晚了一步，有愧与老佛爷及两位太后的恩宠，老臣有罪。老臣今后必定竭尽所能为皇室后裔效劳，以报答老佛爷及两位太后的大恩大德。
